Irresistible Desire

Copyright © 2023 by Darlene Rodriguez All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, other electronic or mechanical methods, information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book reviews and certain other noncommercial uses permitted by copyright law. ISBN: 979-8-9852171-3-1 (paperback) This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise indicated, all the names, characters, businesses, places, events, and incidents in this book are either the product of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. Formatting by Darlene Rodriguez Editing by Anna Noel To Karen, You were the baddest and most loving bitch on this planet and I’ll carry you forever in my heart. Rest in peace. For my readers, Never forget you’re a sexy and confident bad bitch. CONTENTS Author’s Note Prologue 1. Broken hearts like mine, were a bitch 2. Make things work 3. Who could really forget about me? 4. If only I still had that 5. Just like honey 6. Nothing in life is free 7. Matthews was real 8. Full of life, dreams, and broken people. 9. No one should ever put their hands on a woman 10. I really needed a distraction 11. Friends go out on dates 12. I’m good with Palmula 13. Mr. Panty Dropper 14. Can you still get it up at thirty? 15. My ‘little’ friend is probably bigger than yours 16. You’ll be leaving with nine fingers instead of ten 17. Just thirsty 18. Distractions were my friend 19. A stepdaughter or daughter-in-law you'd fuck 20. She rendered me and my dick hostage 21. Nice to know you want to drop your panties 22. This was a dare 23. I don’t date little boys 24. A good date will always be willing to wait 25. Daddy loves you, always 26. It’s time I moved on 27. I don’t trust strange men 28. Did she name her dildo after me? 29. Bad bitches don’t sulk 30. Fucking peachy 31. Peeping Cole 32. Had I fallen from her grace that quickly? 33. We’re even now 34. It’s a part of my charm 35. You’ve never been properly fucked 36. Take what you want 37. Pussy is power 38. Bunny wasn’t mine, not yet at least 39. It felt good to be wanted 40. Promise me it’s not the last 41. He didn’t need to breathe, he needed to eat 42. Brace for the worse 43. We’re friends 44. Did he put his hands on you? 45. He definitely loves you 46. I’ve just been playing pretend 47. I’m your girlfriend? 48. The kind of love only I could give her 49. People always changed their minds 50. Was it worth it? 51. I’ll never be a first choice 52. Misunderstandings can kill 53. He chose his ex-girlfriend 54. She’s mad at me 55. Not enough to get laid 56. Scheming little bitch 57. Scheming little bitch 58. I want to win your heart the right way 59. Last time I checked, I was single 60. I’ll take good care of her 61. I get off on this shit 62. Until the end Epilogue Bonus Epilogue THANK YOU! For My Readers Also by Darlene Rodriguez About the Author AUTHOR’S NOTE Although Irresistible Desire is book 2 of the Rainer series, each book can be read as a standalone. However, I suggest you read the books in order to get the full reader experience and better understand the family dynamics. * * * ❌ TRIGGER WARNING ❌ If you do not have any triggers, please feel free to skip this. If you do, please read below: This story contains mature language, panic attacks, violence, explicit sex scenes, mentions of death of a parent, and mentions of SA events that occurred in the past. (One is an assault of a minor by a family member and the other is of an attempted assault on a minor.) If this triggers you in any way, please do not harm yourself by continuing to read. Let me know if you can’t take this on. I rather you take care of yourself than read something that will bring up bad memories. Love, Darlene * * * If you are reading or downloaded this book from a pirating site, it is stolen and posted without my permission. Please be aware this puts you at risk of a malware attack. PROLOGUE TWO YEARS AGO Always focus on the road ahead. My grandmother’s words replayed in my head over and over as my foot pressed against the pedal, doing as she once said. I needed to pay attention. If not, I’d end up lost, or worse, in a ditch. Luckily, my destination came into view five hours later as I drove along the outskirts of New York. The bar was a place for us to gather and rendezvous if the cops ever came around. It was also the place where they’d add extra racers who wanted to join last minute to earn some cash or blow off some steam, like me. I pulled into the crowded lot packed with people and vehicles, parking right in front of the entrance. The sign above shed a green hue on everything around it. Men and women stood, leaning against the building with drinks in their hands. They were waiting for a show—one they would get soon enough. Sliding out of the car, I closed the door and headed toward the crowd as I placed my hands in my pocket to touch my—fuck. I spun back to the car and peered inside. Of fucking course. Just my damn luck. I slammed my hand against the door, inhaling the salted breeze from the shoreline across the way. “Fucking hell,” I mumbled to myself, keeping my palms pressed against the cool surface. “That’s not going to open