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Table of Contents Cover Title Page Copyright Dedication PART ONE: Friday I’m in Love Chapter 1.: Tears of a Clown Chapter 2.: People Who Need People Chapter 3.: Heavy Petting Chapter 4.: Kurt Cobain Cardigan Chapter 5.: Man Thighs Chapter 6.: Hot for Teacher Chapter 7.: Coffee, Tea, or Me Chapter 8.: Sweats...
Table of Contents Cover Title Page Copyright Dedication PART ONE: Friday I’m in Love Chapter 1.: Tears of a Clown Chapter 2.: People Who Need People Chapter 3.: Heavy Petting Chapter 4.: Kurt Cobain Cardigan Chapter 5.: Man Thighs Chapter 6.: Hot for Teacher Chapter 7.: Coffee, Tea, or Me Chapter 8.: Sweats Chapter 9.: Tiny Bubbles Chapter 10.: First Date Chapter 11.: First Sext Chapter 12.: Second Date Chapter 13.: No Secrets PART TWO: Dirty Mind Chapter 14.: Sexual Healing Chapter 15.: I Want You to Want Me Chapter 16.: Wild Horses and Red Lipstick Girls Chapter 17.: X Marks the Spot Chapter 18.: Monday, Monday Chapter 19.: Rebel Rebel Chapter 20.: Dirty Dancing Chapter 21.: Polite Intercourse Chapter 22.: Dead Things Chapter 23.: Pregnancy Boobs Chapter 24.: Smoke Gets in Your Eyes Chapter 25.: What’s New Pussycat? PART THREE: Once in a Lifetime Chapter 26.: First Class Chapter 27.: Here She Comes Again Chapter 28.: Friday on My Mind Chapter 29.: The Lion, the Bitch, and the Wardrobe Chapter 30.: Skeletons Chapter 31.: Wedding Bell Blues Chapter 32.: Stranger on a Plane Chapter 33.: Who’ll Stop the Rain Chapter 34.: Coming Clean Chapter 35.: Just When I Thought I Was Out, They Pull Me Back In Chapter 36.: What the Fuck Chapter 37.: The Royal Fucking Albert Hall Chapter 38.: My Way Chapter 39.: I Want to Hold Your Hand Chapter 40.: Incurable Romantic Seeks Dirty Filthy Whore Chapter 41.: There’s Got to Be a Morning After, or We Can Work It Out Chapter 42.: Ain’t No Sunshine Chapter 43.: Where Is Oskar Wilde? Chapter 44.: Shit Fuck Paris France, or Under My Thumb Chapter 45.: You Can’t Always Get What You Want Chapter 46.: Leaving on a Jet Plane Chapter 47.: Both Sides Now Epilogue: Something Good Discover More Acknowledgments About the Author Navigation Table of Contents The characters and events in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author. Copyright © 2023 by Susanna Hoffs Cover design by Lucy Kim Cover images © Shutterstock Cover © 2023 Hchette Book Group, Inc. Hachette Book Group supports the right to free expression and the value of copyright. The purpose of copyright is to encourage writers and artists to produce the creative works that enrich our culture. The scanning, uploading, and distribution of this book without permission is a theft of the author’s intellectual property. If you would like permission to use material from the book (other than for review purposes), please contact [email protected]. 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Tap here to learn more. PART ONE Friday I’m in Love There you stood on the edge of your feather, expecting to fly. —Neil Young Chapter 1. Tears of a Clown Elevators are like life, when you think about it: You’re either going up or going down. I was dressed like a whore and descending fast, alone, for a “private” in Las Vegas I should never have agreed to. There’s always something a bit creepy about privates. But I was desperate. For so many reasons. If only my luck would change, and this would be the last dodgy gig I’d have to face for a while. I was wearing a tiny scrap of fabric posing as a dress, half-hidden beneath my ex-boyfriend’s vintage cardigan, the one possession I’d pinched, for sentimental reasons, when he’d left me for a twenty-three-year-old lingerie model. Two months ago. Don’t you dare cry. Not about him, not about this, not now. I caught sight of myself reflected in the mirrored doors and flinched. Who the hell is that? Oh right. It’s her. She dances, she sings, she entertains. “Hang in there,” I murmured, rallying. “You can do this. A gig is a gig is a gig. The show must go on!” The doors slid open on Mezzanine, and Pippa appeared in silhouette, late-afternoon sun flooding in from an outlandish wall of glass, creating the impression of a shimmering halo above her tousled blond hair. Pippa, my angel, best friend, and manager, who’d winged all the way from London to rescue me from despair. Our reunion was cut short by a commotion in the corridor. Pippa seemed to vaporize in a blast of white light, and I was knocked back by a warm body barreling blindly, and rather rudely, into the elevator, and me. “Sorry! God, so sorry,” said a richly resonant, Australian-accented voice. Two clumsy hands on my shoulders steadied me, and the warmth of them, the weight, sent an unexpected ripple through me. I peered up, caught the flash of a smile (apologetic) and the sweep of long hair (dark and glossy), and was locking eyes with a pair of big blue sparkly ones when Pippa