Lavender Moon

Lavender Moon Sarah Blue Copyright Copyright © 2023 by Sarah Blue All rights reserved. No portion of this book may be reproduced in any form without written permission from the publisher or author, except as permitted by U.S. copyright law. Cover by Maldo Designs Editing by Foxtale Editing Contents Spotify Playlist Content Warning Dedication 1. Luna 2. Ezra 3. Luna 4. Luna 5. James 6. Ian 7. Luna 8. Luna 9. Luna 10. Luna 11. Ezra 12. James 13. Luna 14. Ezra 15. Luna 16. Ian 17. Luna 18. Ian 19. James 20. Ian 21. Ezra 22. Luna 23. Luna Afterword Also By Acknowledgments About The Author Spotify Playlist Good For You – Selena Gomez, A$Ap Rocky Partition – Beyonce I Like It – Cardi B, Bad Bunny, J Balvin High – Whethan, Dua Lipa Wrong – MAX, Lil Uzi Vert WAP – Cardi B, Megan Thee Stallion Ayo Technology – 50 Cent, Justin Timberlake, Timbaland Only Girl (In The World) – Rihanna WHOLE LOTTA MONEY – BIA Pour It Up – Rihanna Gimme More – Britney Spears I am not a woman, I'm a god – Halsey Beg For It – Iggy Azalea, MØ Lapdance – N.E.R.D, Vita, Lee Harvey OMG – Usher, will.i.iam Content Warning This is a why choose Omegaverse romance. Ian is her stepbrother, they were not raised together and there is a slight age gap. For a full list of the content in this book you can go to authorsarahblue.com Dedication To anyone who wanted to bang Paul Rudd in Clueless. Chapter 1 Luna“I know, I’m just waiting for her to finally find a pack and move out.” The words repeat in my head over and over again. How my mom doesn’t want me here anymore, about how she can’t wait till I’m mated and out of her hair. It’s not like I want to be here either, but hearing your mother say how much she can’t wait for you to be out of her house? It sinks deep, and it hurts. Your mom is supposed to be your biggest cheerleader, not the person who judges you the most. If she saw me now, she would be judging. Honestly, she would probably have a heart attack if she knew what I was doing. The stage is bright and lit with purple lights as the two girls ahead of me try out. There’s only three of us, and according to the woman hosting auditions, it sounds like we could all get hired tonight. The Omega dancing right now is gorgeous as she walks around the pole, hooking her ankle around the shiny metal and dipping backwards. Her back is arched showing every curve of her body as her black hair falls behind her. That. That is what I want. To captivate a stage, to be in front of people and be able to be myself. To have people want me so desperately that they’re willing to empty their wallets for it. Because the Alpha I want to notice me, well, that just isn’t going to happen. The song set goes on as the Omega on stage shows all her moves, and I feel completely unprepared. I can dance, but no way in hell am I going to look as elegant as the girl on stage. Her outfit also looks like it stepped off a super hot slutty Broadway show. I have on booty shorts and a bralette I bought at Victoria’s Secret before I got here. I feel so out of my depth as I wait for my turn to audition. But I need this: independence, money, and freedom. While I’m not against finding a pack, I don’t want to be forced into finding one. Especially when I know they would be second best to the pack that I actually want. The girl on stage finishes her set, and we all clap for her. She has a beaming smile on her face as she walks across the stage in her tall platform shoes—I’m barefoot. Fuck. I’m so not cut out for this. I think about leaving; maybe it’ll be easier to sell my used panties on the internet instead. “Luna,” the manager Gina says, and my cheeks heat. It’s now or never. I know how much money I can make in just a few months here. Enough to put a deposit on an apartment and get myself some furniture. I can even get the cat that I’ve always wanted. I can do this, for me. Without help from anyone or a subpar pack that would never compare.With soft footsteps, I make my way to the stage. Gina is kind as she smiles up at me from her chair. She has wild, curly brown hair and is petite with big brown eyes shielded by wide-brimmed glasses. Definitely not the type of woman you would imagine running a place like this, but it somehow puts me at ease. “Hello, dear, aren’t you cute.”“Uh, thanks,” I say, rubbing my arm. “You provided ID right?”“Yes, I’m twenty-one.”Gina smiles and nods her head. “Do you have any dancing experience?”“Not much.” I don’t want to lie. And I don’t think dancing alone in your bedroom to “Mr. Brightside” counts, but I need this so badly. I’m honestly feeling less anxious the longer I stand on stage. The bright lights warm my skin, and I imagine what it feels like to have all those hungry eyes on you. Powerful.It would make me feel powerful, and I smile at the idea. Omegas don’t have many opportunities in this life. But I have one right here and now, to take control and take what I want. And what I want is for Alphas to look but not touch, and then paying me in the process. “If selected, how soon would you be able to start?” Gina asks.“Immediately,” I respond, and she smiles. “You have your song picked out?” I nod, and she holds up her hand. The music starts, and “Good For You” by Selena