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Copyright © 2023 by Brittanee Nicole All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without written permission from the author, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. Created with Vellum For the women who want everything and never settle. I hope you find a love like Jay. A best friend like Sophie. And breakfast for dinner when it all becomes too much. CONTENTS Quote Prologue 1. You’re On Your Own, Kid by Taylor Swift 2. In My Place by Coldplay 3. What a Time by Julia Michaels 4. Déjà vu by Olivia Rodrigo 5. Maybe by Matthew Nolan 6. I Miss You, I’m Sorry by Gracie Abrams 7. About Damn Time by Lizzo 8. Push by Matchbox Twenty 9. I Want You Back by NSYNC 10. I’m Gonna Be (500 Miles) by Sleeping at Last 11. It Ain’t Me by Selena Gomez 12. Demons by Imagine Dragons 13. Never Be the Same by Camilla Cabello 14. If I Can’t Have You by Shawn Mendes 15. Elastic Heart by Sia 16. Sway by the Perishers 17. Don’t Blame Me by Taylor Swift 18. Stubborn Love by the Lumineers 19. Don’t Start Now by Dua Lipa 20. Mercy by Shawn Mendes 21. Someone to Stay by Vancouver Sleep Clinic 22. Already Gone by Sleeping at Last 23. War of Hearts by Ruelle 24. Another Love by Tom Odell 25. Apologize by One Republic 26. Someone To You by Banners 27. Roses by The Chainsmokers 28. Circles by Post Malone 29. Don’t Give Up On Me By Andy Grammer 30. Let It All Go by Rhodes and Birdy 31. Turning Page by Sleeping at Last 32. Falling Like the Stars by James Arthur 33. Something Just Like This by The Chainsmokers and Coldplay 34. Go Easy on Me by Adele 35. Give Me Something by Seafret 36. Breathe by Anna Nalick 37. Atlantis by Seafret 38. Young and Beautiful by Lana Del Rey 39. When We Were Young by Adele 40. Heal by Tom Odell 41. Set Fire to the Rain by Adele 42. The Night We Met by Lord Huron 43. Keeping Your Head Up by Birdy 44. Labyrinth by Taylor Swift 45. Love Me Again by John Newman 46. Cardigan by Taylor Swift 47. Dandelions by Ruth B 48. Mess is Mine by Vance Joy 49. Your Song by Elton John 50. Everything Has Changed by Taylor Swift and Ed Sheeran 51. Only You by Parmalee 52. Making Memories of Us by Keith Urban 53. Still Falling for You by Ellie Goulding 54. Only You by Harry Connick, Jr 55. My Girl by The Temptations 56. Feels Like by Gracie Abrams 57. Say You Won’t Let Go by “I defy you, stars.” William Shakespeare Romeo and Juliet PROLOGUE The Scientist by Coldplay Jay “And you’re sure he’s dead?” The man sitting across from my desk looks at me blankly for a beat, as if bored with the conversation. “He’s not in charge of the Mob anymore. It’s been handled.” “And the debt is paid?” I ask again. He flicks his wrist, checking the time on his watch. “So long as you 1 YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN, KID BY TAYLOR SWIFT Cat “You’ve done all your homework?” I ask as I tap my nails against my desk and absently watch the people congregating on the sand outside my office window. It’s only May, and yet Bostonians are already flocking to the beach in their shorts and sunglasses, sporting smiles while they toss frisbees and scan the